Day 12-still having dreams..

Day 12 and im STILL having some fucked up, weird ass dreams.

Anyways, today was a really stressful day for me, me and the boyfriend got into a small fight, i started to cry (which is weird, im not a cry-person) and then I asked him if i could have a cigerette and he said no. lol

Its so weird how stress can triger the mental part of wanting to smoke.

So, i went to the gym tonight and i had a ONE HELL OF A GREAT WORKOUT! I took all my stress, all my anger, all my fears, all my fucked up dreams, and jogged like hell & lifted weights for over an hour!

I FELT GREAT! :D

Came home feeling like a million bucks :)

OKay, thats it for today.

~Jamie~