Day 8-passed "hell week"..

Day 8

well, i successfully passed (what they call) "Hell Week", which is the first 7 days of being Quit.
Last night i was an emotional WRECK! I was crying for every reason i could find lol Cried because I wanted a cat and cant have one (due to apartment restrictions), then tired of living in this shoe-box of an apartment, and about 100 different things. I even cried while watching "The Wedding Planner" on TBS..wtf?? LOL ::shrugs::

I knew that I was going to have an emotional day (its a withdrawl symptom in women) but I never thought it'd be this soon. Oh well, Im fine today :)

Dreams!! Oh my god, let me tell you...i've been having some WEIRD DREAMS since I quit smoking. Some feel VERY realistic to me, as if im in reality and not dream-land. And I've been dreaming EVERY SINGLE NIGHT! Whats that all about?? heh..

So when I go to bed, I think to myself "i wonder what kind of fucked dream i'm gonna have tonight." But the dreams have been good, not nightmares. So thats good.

I kept pretty busy today. Woke up with a go-get'em attitude. So, i dragged the boyfriend outside with me, and guess what.......we went apartment shopping LMAO I guess my crying-fit yesterday woke us both up that we need a change, we need to move.

So, we looked at this GOREGOUS 2 bedroom/2 bathroom luxary apartment...it was PERFECT!! Has everything (and then some!) we wanted/needed. The price isnt too shabby either..around $850/month (we're paying $560/month now). Its a big jump, but well worth it!! :-) So, we crunched some numbers and we're able to afford it, the landlord we met today (that showed us the apartment) is very excited about us moving there. Its a very classy & quiet country (brand new) apartments, with cathedial ceilings, brand new carpeting, sound-proof walls, the whole 9 yards!! All we have to do now is come up with $130 for the application fee, see if we get approved, and if we do, then we have to deposit $850 AND pay the first months rent of $850 in July.

We'll know for sure in 2 weeks or so. I hope we get it :)

Anyways, HAD A GREAT DAY! NO CRAVINGS, NOTHING!! yayyyyyyyy!!!

Now i start on "Heck Week" (aka Week 2)

Laterz!
~Jamie~