Day 7-having cravings again..
Day 7
started to have cravings today, pretty bad actually. Its weird how stress and confusion can make a person think of smoking as a problem-solver (even if its just temporary). I guess i can see why drunks are...well, drunks!! Anything to delay or numb problems. Its a purely psychological additcion. I guess I havent got over the part.
I was doing more reading on that Quitnet.com site and theres people that have been struggling for years with quiting. Its like having a disease and fighting to get rid of it......for the rest of your life. But if you look at it from the OTHER side, you might not have much of a life if you're smoking. heh...ironic.
I've been more focused/clear headed lately, but Im stuggling with my work because I cant have privacy or silence for more 1 minute.
im too stressed out to type, its been a really shitty fucking day and its making me wanna smoke.
Laters!!
~Jamie~
started to have cravings today, pretty bad actually. Its weird how stress and confusion can make a person think of smoking as a problem-solver (even if its just temporary). I guess i can see why drunks are...well, drunks!! Anything to delay or numb problems. Its a purely psychological additcion. I guess I havent got over the part.
I was doing more reading on that Quitnet.com site and theres people that have been struggling for years with quiting. Its like having a disease and fighting to get rid of it......for the rest of your life. But if you look at it from the OTHER side, you might not have much of a life if you're smoking. heh...ironic.
I've been more focused/clear headed lately, but Im stuggling with my work because I cant have privacy or silence for more 1 minute.
im too stressed out to type, its been a really shitty fucking day and its making me wanna smoke.
Laters!!
~Jamie~
posted by Baba @ 5:45 PM
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